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Phillip H

@HigherSelfMonky
 · 1w ago · 3:19

I’m a wreck

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"…My higher self tasted it now I feed my shadow punishment it makes no sense to them and it doesn't need to grateful for this photo because every day I need to see truth. I'm good with boundaries and the message is felt. The only problem is now my thoughts belong to myself. That's historically dangerous. The more that we change it is clear we have no fear and speak each other's languages. These bitter tears are also sweet and maybe that's what anguish is.…"

#ipromiseimnotdepreasedthough #neverbeenmorecertain

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Carly D

@Astroality · 1w ago · 1:20

"…The highest of mountains that we climb in this life leave us with these incredible scars that pour out through our voice, right? Through poetry, through songs, through all these different mediums, through art in our hands. Right. It's just amazing. You did an amazing job, and I'm so glad that you were brave enough and bold enough and kind enough to share it with everyone.…"

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Jordan Tepper

@JordanTepper · 1w ago · 1:14

"…You. How did you feel after you recorded that? Was it cathartic? Sounded like it was. And great way of great use of your words. Thank you for sharing. I mean, that took that showed vulnerability and that took courage. And you've been posting a lot. I've seen you a lot on my thank you for sharing your story. I haven't had a chance to follow up with that. With my book challenge.…"

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Karlos B

@Rtrn2Nature · 1w ago · 1:26

"…Yeah, I've had my moments, and I guess everyone has, but hearing someone else's, I can appreciate that. Yeah, man. Good stuff. I enjoyed listening to it. You have a cool voice. You you read it well. You read it with the proper emotion and stuff. I hope you're good and yeah, man, keep posting. Good stuff. Bye.…"

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Phillip H

@HigherSelfMonky · 1w ago · 1:31

@Astroality

"…You. Thank you, Carly. That was super high praise. And, you know, I just you have to you have to put out what you feel. You know, radical honesty is the thing. And I, you know, it wasn't meant to come all across as like as dark as it did and because it wasn't. It was really actually a refreshing feeling and it was more like akin to the feeling of determination and just absolute trust.…"

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Phillip H

@HigherSelfMonky · 1w ago · 2:37

"…Jordan, I can't thank you enough for your support and that offer, and I will I will send you even just random DMs, because I appreciate you reach out in that way. Yeah, you're 100% right, too, about the catharsis of this type of thing.…"

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Phillip H

@HigherSelfMonky · 1w ago · 2:18

@Rtrn2Nature

"…But this was definitely on the side of very much hope, very much positivity. And thank you for appreciating that and the way it's pieced together, because on everything I write, I try to trim the fat and I try to be really careful with placement and stuff like that because I don't want messages in there that aren't, like, essential, um, and descriptions of feelings that aren't essential.…"

Carly D

@Astroality · 1w ago · 2:05

@HigherSelfMonky

"…Please don't think for 1 second that I'm saying that that was dark at all. It was just very deep and it was very triumphant and profound all at the same time. And so I didn't take anything dark from it whatsoever. It just felt like it was one of those sunrise moments that we have in life where we start to realize like, this is what it's really all about, right? It just sounds like you overcame.…"

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Phillip H

@HigherSelfMonky · 1w ago · 3:36

@Astroality

"…Yes. Yeah, it's determination. It's like it's like being hit with, like, a download of overwhelming trust. That's what this poem is about. This poem is about coming from a place of uncertainty and then a tipping point, a catalyst, a force of nature surprises you and it dominates your soul to the point that it seems like too much. But if you can acknowledge that something larger than yourself is kind of driving this, it makes it a lot easier to digest.…"

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Jordan Tepper

@JordanTepper · 1w ago · 0:34

@HigherSelfMonky

"…I hope you do send me those random DMs bro and on Instagram. I am East Tasty candy company at East Tasty and I love random memes the darker, the like you cannot offend me but I dare you to try those are the types of memes that I like just try to offend me as long as it's not racist let's not go there.…"

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Phillip H

@HigherSelfMonky · 1w ago · 0:36

@JordanTepper

"…I I will I will definitely hit you up on there. And I don't do I don't do a lot of dark, memes, but I do I do some I will send you memes. Don't worry. And nothing racist. It's yeah, for sure. And, yeah, I'll hit you with the randomness. Don't worry. Thanks again. I appreciate you. Have a good day. Peace.…"

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