So recently I had a situation that helped me reflect it on myself. I feel like I felt left out. I felt very awkward because I didn't understand why I was feeling left out. I didn't understand why the parties were leaving me out. I actually assumed the best instead of assuming the worst. But now I'm trying to confirm that it's the worst that they don't like me as much as I assume that they did. I am a person mad with friendship or with becoming friends