Maybe it was the people I was with and that's exactly what it was. So I had a really good night that night. But the following next day, even though I had a great time, I told myself, you know what? I like the fact that the entire week, even though it was a challenge to deal with anxiety and thoughts and working through everything, talking myself out of it, praying and all of that stuff. It was challenging because I didn't use smoking as a crutch
Eluchianna Olive
@Luchianna · 3:59
If you're happy with the product that you put out, the content that you put out, people are going to listen. When all the stars aligned and people are really engaged, that's when it's on. And sometimes when that happens, it's a little bit overwhelming. So I would say enjoy the process, because you don't want to go from maybe you do from zero to a million, and then you're like, oh my gosh, I'm on
Everything Jay
@everythingjay · 4:17
I'm not going to lie. And it's bothering me because now I'm taking steps back when the goal was to take steps forward. So now for February, I'm like, I'm doubling up. Like whatever goes weight loss goals I had, that was like at a moderate pace. I'm doubling up for February because it's my fault
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Braxxton Brown
@Br33zy · 4:55
And I'm with you on the thing where the smoking and eating I've been smoking for so long that from what works for me and I don't know if you do this, but what works for me, especially because I am a smoker, if I haven't smoked and I havent ate, I always eat first and then I smoke after. Because we all know when you smoke and it's you turn around and eat and you got the munchies. You don't know when to stop
Everything Jay
@everythingjay · 4:36
And it was a problem for her. And she said it was certain stuff that people p***** her off about actually a smoke and wave it off versus addressing how it made her feel. And for me, the thing that's crazy for me is that I've been smoking since I was twelve years old. So I've literally gone through death. I've gone through breakup. I've gone through pretty much a lot of emotional things in my adulthood that was all coping with marijuana