I wasn't really able to talk to my dad's family a lot about my father because it was really hard for them and they kind of just pretended like it didn't really happen and that was really hard. I don't think that they realized how detrimental that was to me. And my brother, I turned out okay. My brother not so much. I'm here and I'm bearing it because I know that other people need to know
J.L. Beasley
@Her_Sisu · 4:46
So again, thank you for your level of vulnerability and transparency. I lost my father suddenly and tragically back in 2016. And I recall the dark space I was in for a good amount of time after his death. The first year after, I would not even acknowledge his death. And then after that years, 18 1920, I forced myself into thinking I needed to find a man as a way to replace him because I was like my father
Blair Redmond
@blairbearing · 1:08
But it's just like I was just talking about how big things happen in your life, sometimes all at once. And I always tell myself that it's a test when I remember that it's a test and I'm not filling the weight of my emotions or circumventing to them. But then my mother would probably be there reminding me that it's okay to fill your emotions, and it's natural, and that's why we have these things, these gifts. Thank you