I realize that I often use a lot of weird grammatical stops and starts. Sometimes I'll give a sentence that's not fully descriptive or sometimes I'll purposely withhold the information just because I think it's more interesting and it's going to come later down the line or I'll just say what I mean to say, but I'll say extra and I'll end up messing myself up. And I think that's very reflective of a lot of the books I've read