@aShamaninJourny

Inner Colors: Not Feeling Loved

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Welcome. If you can hear my voice, you're now in a space between spaces. Safe in in in in in in in in in in in in in this particular space we are feeling loved? If your feeling loved a color, please share. If you don't feel comfortable yet sharing publicly. That's okay, too. We look forward to you joining running the space when you're ready, I'll go first

In this particular space, we are expressing & sharing our feelings, emotions & energies in relation to "Not feeling Loved."

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@aShamaninJourny

Feeling abandoned & glacier blue.

I found myself in a dark space, sometimes dark spaces, contemplating dark thoughts, my vibration almost flatlined. Over time. I heal through a process of accepting myself and loving myself. It was painfully therapeutic. But now a testament to how it was, it wasn't absolutely true
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@Enfinit
Enfinit Evolushun
@Enfinit · 1:42
Hey, my color would be. I'm thinking that static on the TV. It's like a peppery salt color. It's like white noise in between spaces. Not really caring, but caring at the same time, not really leaning towards being lonely, feeling fulfilled by my own presence, but also wanting in addition to my space, I'm feeling loved but also feeling a little incomplete. It feels like I'm running a race, but I'm resting
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@Swell
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15

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@aShamaninJourny

Thank u @Enfinit - Did u ever experience rejection?

Hey, infinite. Thank you for your response. I really do appreciate it. I have a question. Was there ever a time in your life, perhaps maybe even more so, or before you awoke to this concept and idea of you being a spirit, perhaps your childhood or being a teenager. Was there ever a time where you experienced rejection, not being selected, not being loved, not being favored? And how did that make you feel right?
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@TheUnconscious
Steven Diaz
@TheUnconscious · 4:20

#colorless I am improperly owned.

Hey, thank you so much for this channel in relation to colors. You inner colors, not feeling loved, loved. It got me thinking about how I've been feeling as of late in regards to this system, right that we're living in currently, ever since the pandemic anyway. But for me, specifically, really, specifically would even have to entail my job
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@aShamaninJourny

Have u experienced; not feeling loved or accepted? @TheUnconscious

But could you elaborate more specifically of a time, maybe in your life where you felt in that very moment, not loved or not accepted or rejected. And when you felt that or experienced that, how did you feel and what color comes to mind when you felt that feeling or series of feelings? Thanks
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@TheUnconscious
Steven Diaz
@TheUnconscious · 3:49
If I try to call my wife in dreams, I can never reach her. She never picks up the phone. Of course, in the dream, right and symbolically, I have reason to believe that this is just the animal within me at work, as Carl Young hopefully agree with. But there's always this feeling of rejection. It's a deep, deep, piercing rejection of not feeling or not being. Perhaps maybe even telling me that maybe I don't feel adequate within myself
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@HeyCoachWalker
And this darkness of purple also has this hue of light. So I love that. I think a time when I felt unloved was when I was going through my divorce. And that was a time for me where I think it was the feeling of being unloved because there was all of this fear around the unknown of what was to come. Was it a failure? What could I have done? Should I have done?
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@Enfinit
Enfinit Evolushun
@Enfinit · 4:55
I'm sitting in a room by myself right now, and I love to sit here and I'm going to play Skyrim because I really sit with myself, and I'm the observer. I'm the character in the game, but I'm also the player. Somebody taught me that. I'll tell you later who taught me that? I think it was Bella Simone. I follow her
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