I absolutely love it. But there is still a part of me. So if you know anything about adoptees, a lot of adoptees struggle with feeling loved. Because the one person, your mother who was supposed to love you, you grow up thinking that she didn't because she put you up for adoption, when in actuality, she probably loved you more by putting you up for adoption than she would if she had kept you
Adriane
@Royalcapability · 4:55
I too felt I had a been admit issues and not feeling loved and all that stuff. Although I had love and I had to replace those thoughts. I had to replace those things that I felt once I replaced the thoughts and replaced it with something else. Like I felt unloved, but I knew I was loved and I was shown love, but my mind kept going back. But why? But why? But why?
Andrea Piggue
@Andrea_Speaks · 4:52
We prayed on the phone and God came in and blessed. And then my church had noonday prayer and so I got on that and God blessed me again. And so I'm in a better place now. But yeah, for me and again, I can only speak for myself, but for me, when those feelings and those things come up, I can't ignore them. I have to deal with them at that moment because that's a part of my healing process
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Adriane
@Royalcapability · 2:24
I'm glad I know we have those moments, and I'm glad you got through yours and also that you had a capability to know that, hey, yeah, I'm going through this. It's on my mind. However, this ain't it. And we learn how to cast down the house imagination, like the word says. Like I said, I appreciate you sharing. And something else she said, oh, yeah, I did meet my biological mother in 98
Andrea Piggue
@Andrea_Speaks · 4:58
I wasn't one of those kids that ended up in the foster care system and going to bad group homes and all that kind of stuff. That wasn't my life, right? And so I was trying to let my sister and my dad know that I had a good life, because I did. And my sister was like, you had a better life than I did. And I was like, oh