So it's not liberating to be like, this is me with no limitations, with no like, oh, I need to be home at this time. I need to do this good. So that it felt like I accomplished everything that I could accomplish in high school, and there was just nothing more. And there was just so much pressure. Instead of pushing myself and trying to do it. And then a day if I succeed and have a future, it can happen

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