But because I was so needy for it and I had such a low concept of myself, when the love came, I couldn't accept it. I wouldn't allow myself to be validated by it. So I began to alienate those people, and I just stewed in this negative state of low self esteem, self loathing, and now, again, I'm at the lowest socioeconomic state that I've ever been in
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